Veylan marek (2 Ergebnisse)

PAP. Zustand: New. New Book. Shipped from UK. Established seller since 2000.

Taschenbuch. Zustand: Neu. Neuware - For years, it was the most reliable thing in my life - more reliable than my schedule, more comforting than conversation. A green plastic lighter on the corner of a desk. A small ceramic grinder. A ritual repeated so many times it stopped feeling like a choice and started feeling like who I was.I wasn't the person you picture when you hear the word addiction. I paid my rent on time. I kept my job. I remembered birthdays. From the outside, I was simply an adult navigating ordinary fatigue. But behind that polished, functional surface, something was quietly eroding - one exhale at a time, one shrinking room at a time, until the person I used to be was somewhere I could no longer find.This book is not a medical manual or a moral lecture. It's an excavation. It's the story of how a habit that started as relief became a cage, how I learned to lie to myself to protect it, what it cost me in silence and disconnection, and what it finally took to let the smoke clear and meet myself - sober, unfiltered, and whole - for the first time in years.If you've ever stood in an empty room at midnight wondering how a simple routine became something you couldn't put down; if you've felt the particular loneliness of being surrounded by people while completely disconnected from yourself - this book will feel less like reading and more like being understood.Recovery isn't about perfection. It's about waking up, showing up, and having the courage to meet yourself exactly as you are. This is what happened after the smoke.…