Temporary Rancher

"Do it, Riley," she muttered softly. "Nothing ventured, nothing gained. Do it for Wendy and Roxanna and yourself. Do it for the National Organization for Women. Just do it!"

Her fingers hovered over the mouse as she tried to find courage.

Tonight her sister's small apartment felt cozy, but foreign somehow. Both the girls were sound asleep in Jillian's spare bedroom—as they should be this close to two in the morning. Her sister had gone to bed after the late news. The place was so quiet Riley thought she could hear her wristwatch ticking.

It was the perfect time to think about making life-changing decisions, the perfect time to work through her thoughts in peace and quiet, and she'd spent the past two hours doing just that. So why couldn't she send this email?

She knew that some of her reluctance was because her email wasn't completely honest. She hadn't lied, exactly. Just embroidered a little. considering the current job market, who didn't do that when they applied for work these days?

Desperation made a powerful motivator. She'd been divorced from Brad for almost a year, but she was still sleeping on the couch in her sister's apartment while the twins took the second bedroom. Jillian had been an angel about all of them sharing such tight quarters, but it wasn't right.

Riley needed a job. She needed decent money coming in. Most of all, she needed a home for her eight-year-olds, Wendy and Roxanna. The decision to leave their father had been hard enough on the girls. They deserved stability. Security. Faith that their mother could provide for them. So if that meant adding a few embellishments to her resume and omitting one big, stupid drawback that shouldn't even be an issue…Well, so be it.

And really, would Charlie Bigelow ever steer her wrong intentionally? He'd been friends with her family for nearly forty years. He'd helped Riley and Jillian plan their parents' funeral after the accident, guided them through probate, even walked Riley down the aisle. All those times when Brad had left her on the ranch to figure out things for herself, hadn't Charlie been the one she'd turned to for advice?

If he thought this Quintin Avenaco guy would make a fair boss, and she'd be a great ranch manager for him, then who was she to disagree? Charlie didn't just know livestock. He knew people.

Riley had always been a little impulsive, and in the past had made a few foolish decisions she'd been forced to live with. But this was a chance she had to take. She couldn't stand the idea of spending another week searching for a job and coming up empty-handed. With that thought, she surrendered to impulse and clicked the send button before she could change her mind. The email zipped into cyberspace. "There you go, Quintin Avenaco of Beaumont, Texas. You've got mail, cowboy."

Almost immediately she had second thoughts. She should have checked her resume one more time, tried to find a way to honestly address the only problem she could see that might get her a big fat no right off the bat.

She placed her hands on either side of the screen. "I take it back! Give me a do over, darn it."

"So now you're talking to yourself?"

Riley nearly yelped out loud. She turned to find her sister at her shoulder, yawning. "Geez. You scared the life out of me."

Jillian frowned down at her. "Why are you still up?"

"The usual. Job hunting. Charlie Bigelow called me yesterday afternoon with a lead. I'm following up on it before it hits the classifieds."

"Great," her sister replied, though she sounded too sleepy to care much.

"I hope it will be great. I hope it pays a ridiculous amount of money, though right now, I'd settle for a place to live."

"You have that here."

"I know, but you're family. You have to pretend you like living in a two-bedroom apartment with four people. And when two of those people are rambunctious eight-year-olds."

Jillian gave a grumpy growl. "Don't say a word about my nieces! They're angels. You're the one I just tolerate."

Riley smiled up at her. Really, how would she have managed without Jilly's help this past year? Her life had been torn to shreds by Brad's infidelity, Wendy's stay in the hospital and that bitter court battle for custody. Through it all, Jillian had been a rock.

"I know my kids," Riley told her. "Somehow they've reverted to the terrible twos without my permission.

Wendy starts bawling if you just look at her the wrong way. And Rox…Rox's answer to everything I say is 'Why?' I checked her scalp yesterday to see if 666 had been branded there."

"They're just…unsettled right now. But I think we're managing."

"I have to do more than just manage, Jilly. We can't continue to impose on you this way. I know Doug wants to take your relationship to the next level, as they say. But he can't do that with the three of us underfoot. So that means I need a decent paying job and a place to call home."

Jillian conceded that point with a grimace, then stared down at the computer screen. "Anything else encouraging out there? I heard Wegman's is thinking about opening up a third store. They might need accounting help."

Before the girls were born, Riley had been a pretty competent bookkeeper. "I'm not going after any more accounting jobs. every bean counter in the country seems to be looking for work in Texas." She put a big smile on her face, ready to go into sales mode for Jillian's sake. "I'm reinventing myself. All the magazines say that in this job market you need to review the talents you have and find work that fits them. So I did."

Jillian looked at her askance. "What talent do you have besides accounting?"

"You don't have to sound so incredulous. There are lots of things I can do. And I just took the first step."

She tapped the computer screen and clicked into her sent mail so Jillian could see her latest message.

"'Dear Mr. Avenaco,'" Jillian read over Riley's shoulder. "'I understand from a mutual friend of ours, Charlie Bigelow, that you'll soon be in the market for a ranch manager…'" She straightened and scowled. "You're applying to be his ranch manager? When have you done that kind of work?"

Riley frowned back. "Who do you think managed Hollow Creek? While Brad was playing footsie with his boss's daughter, I kept our place up and running. I might not have the official credentials, but I can do that job, and pretty well, I think."

"Really?" Her sister looked very skeptical now. "You know everything about running a ranch."

Riley felt her cheeks grow hot. All right. Admittedly, there were a few holes in her resume that she'd glossed over. But she didn't see her shortcomings as a serious problem. "Well, maybe not everything. But close enough. Charlie's been out to this guy's place in Beaumont. He says Avenaco's only going to run about one-hundred head. Strictly horses." She lifted her eyebrows. "He's probably a Sunday cowboy who's in love with the idea of the Old West. Which means he'll be open to someone else's direction."

"Or he'll second-guess every move you make, and watch every dollar you spend to be sure he's getting his money's worth. He could drive you nuts, micromanaging. And what about…what about the other thing? The fact that you're…"

"A woman?"...