Kadziel

My name is Kadziel and I am with the angels of God. I want everyone to know there is a tremendous amount of love pouring down on the earth realm. However, many times God's love is returned unopened. This is so very, very sad. But many humans would say they are very, very sad also because of their life on earth. They are not happy; they seem to be on automatic pilot. Get up, go to work, meet friends, come home, watch TV and go to bed. They are in a rut, they would say. Their eyes are not open to the beauty of the world around them. What beauty, they would say. They are in a big city that is busy, dirty, crowded, and with lots of crime. Beauty is not there. And you might be saying to yourself that you do not identify with that description. You live in a small town, which is a little busy, and you have lots of friends. You see the trees change color in the fall and the flowers bloom in the spring. You say you believe you are happy. But I must report that love has been returned to us from both places.

Where there is happiness in the heart, there is God. Examine all that God has given you, all your talents, and your friends and family. Why, then, are you unhappy? If you believe your life is in a rut, talk to us about it if you want to escape your perceived rut. Some humans do not want to change. It takes energy and they are not willing to put forth that energy. They return God's love unopened to us. Many humans believe that if they make a specific request, a miracle will occur. And when it doesn't happen their way, they lose interest in us. A miracle will occur but often not in the way it is perceived it should be. When we angels receive a request for help, we respond immediately. We will send thoughts to the individual on when to leave a job or search for a transfer, or how to get out of a bad relationship. Being in a rut, many times, means that one is walking down the wrong path in life. When we receive the cry for help, we work feverishly to guide that individual to his written path.

Let me tell you the stories of two of my recent charges on the earth plane. The first is a lawyer who lived in a very large city and the second is of a young female artist who lived in a small town by the ocean.

The young man, who lived in the city, was very happy when he first arrived primarily because he left a small farming community. He thought that by moving away from the small town and moving to the big city that he had successfully escaped what he perceived as small town thinking. In the big city, he was now exposed to a broader base of thinking and opinions relative to both national and international events. He secured a prominent position in a well-established law firm and thought he was on top of the world. He couldn't wait until he returned home to boast of his monetary success and newfound worldly knowledge. He worked very hard for many months to learn the nuances of his position ... the people in high positions that he should get close to, who to avoid, and above all how to play office politics. Without realizing his own time commitment to his position, the young lawyer was spending twelve to fourteen hours a day in this position. He did this for several years becoming totally wrapped up in the company. His weekends always included politicking with high-level lawyers and clients. With everything going on in his life, he never once asked us angels for any help or guidance. He was so busy working to succeed in life that he forgot what life was truly about. When he finally found time to go home, he dearly wanted to tell his family and friends all that he had learned in the big city and how successful he was. But the only thing he did was crash in his old bed in the family home and sleep for two days. His parents and siblings kept looking in on him to make sure he was okay. His mother cooked his favorite dinner and memories of past happiness filled him with every bite. His mother could see the sadness in his eyes and asked her son if he was truly happy with his success. He immediately shook his head yes, but lowered his eyes. She knew that he was not. She reminded him that when he was a child how he would look at the twinkling stars and say they were the angels winking at him. She asked if he looked at the stars in the big city. He said the city lights obscured the stars but he really wanted to say that he was usually too busy working. She reminded him that even though he could not see the stars very clearly, he could still talk to the angels. She asked if he remembered all the prayers he sent to the angels when he was a child. He said yes and now there was a twinkle in his eyes. He was starting to remember. He remembered as a child he always talked to his angels, in school, on the baseball field, and during a school test. Yes, he remembered the good feeling of having the angels with him back then. When did you grow away from the angels, his mother asked? He responded that he did not know, probably in college or the big city. He said he just didn't have time for them right now. His mother said that he needed the angels now more than he ever did before. Look at your life she told him, you just about exist. I bet you don't even know one of your neighbors. I don't have time, he exclaimed. Make time, she said. Your life is in a rut. Talk to the angels, they will tell you how to be successful and happy. You need to open up to them and you need to do it now.

The young lawyer thought about this conversation on his drive back to the city. His mother said look for the beauty where you live. He thought, there is no beauty; only dirty sidewalks, noisy streets, noisy kids, and panhandlers. No, there is no beauty where I live in the city.

The young man resumed his frantic lifestyle and then about three weeks later I heard him calling me. You see, I am his guardian angel. I was so happy to hear him calling me again. He told me he was in trouble, that he had seen some documents in the law firm that would incriminate three leading lawyers and possibly cause the large law firm to close. What should I do, the young lawyer asked as he glanced upward. I did not answer immediately, allowing the young lawyer time to regroup. He needed to grasp the entire picture of what he read, who was involved, and the part he must play in this scenario. He had to realize this could be the end of his successful career. And if he kept quiet, he would be a part of their dishonest scheme.

He walked home to his apartment that night and unconsciously looked up at the sky. He was surprised to see the stars. They were bright and twinkling just as he remembered as a child. Are you there, he whispered? Yes, yes, I am here. I have been waiting for you for a long time, I answered. I turned up the lights on the stars he was looking at. He noticed they seemed to get brighter. I believe you are here with me, he said aloud, continuing to stare at the twinkling stars. I then moved a star across the sky a little slower than usual to make sure it caught his eye. YES, he exclaimed! You truly are here. I was so happy to be back in touch with him that I was shouting to the...