CHAPTER 1

Chris Low

What up people? I hope you mother fucker's don't mind, but I need somebody to talk to right now. So sit back and listen! I recently broke up with my boo Patricia. Patricia James, but everybody who knows her calls her Coco. I'm telling you shorty is kuku for Cocoa puffs.

Hey, she's smart and very beautiful, even at thirty two she's a stunner. Shorty is so fine that when she walks down the street dudes look hard. Shit, bitches even peep her. Man, my boo is a mother fucking dime that's my word! Damn. Excuse me people, I mean my ex-boo. Man saying ex-boo puts a fucked up taste in my mouth, after all we were together for eight years. It's been six months since we ... well, since she broke up with me. And for what? Just because I fucked around on her with some groupie bitch, fuck is that? You know that shit comes with the territory. After all I am a Superstar. Hold up my bad, I forgot to tell ya'll who I am huh?

My name is Chris Low and I'm the hottest R&B star alive. I've got two singles in the top forty and one in the top ten. Listen when I tell you I'm that dude believe that. There isn't an R&B dude out there that can touch me. Yeah mother fucker's not feeling Kells and those other clowns no more. They love Chris Low!

But you know something I don't understand? Some people have the nerve to say I'm conceited and shit. Picture that! Nah, I'm just mad confident. I know that I'm nice at what I do. Shit I'm the best. What you need proof? Alright dig.

My first CD went double platinum and I won four Soul Train music awards, three MTV awards, three Bet music awards, five bullshit ass source awards, two American music awards and a mother fucking Grammy. What! Now my Secord CD 'Let stay together' just hit platinum, so you mother fucker's tell me I don't have the right to be confident or conceited?

Look, getting back to Coco. She should've known that, that bitch was nothing to me, I didn't even hit it, I might have, but I didn't. I just got my joint sucked big deal. Bill Clinton got his joint sucked and he was the President of the fucking United States. Hilary forgave him and I feel Coco should do the same for me also, but she can't seem to let shit go.

I hear she's fucking with this rapper named Conscience. He's on some ol'up lift the people type shit. I heard a couple of his tracks and dude is half ass alright, but ain't nobody checking for that conscious ass bullshit nowadays, mother fuckers want to hear about money, sex and violence, that's the shit that moves those units! This clown even has a single out with Coco on it doing the hook. I haven't heard it yet, but they say it's pretty good. I doubt that shit though.

By the way Coco's always wanted to be a singer. In fact that's how we met eight years ago, at a talent contest, ShowTime at the Apollo. We're both from Harlem New York. I'm from King Towers better known as Foster Projects and she's from Grant Projects. Of course I won the contest that night and went on to win three more times.

Shortly after that I signed with LMR which at the time was a small record label just getting off the ground. Man, it took two years for my first single to come out, but when it did. Boo BOOM! I blew the fuck up. Now thanks to me LMR is the hottest independent company around. By the way, LMR stands for Legal Money Records. Listen people I've been on the top of the game for almost six years now and I ... Damn my bad, there I go again talking too much about myself when I'm supposed to be telling you about my boo, my exboo sorry.

Let's see, did I tell you about that banging ass body of hers? LORD HAM MERCY, ump, ump, ump! Shorty got it going on. Coco's got one of those asses, that's shaped like a heart and it's P-H-A-T Phat! To be real with you, that ass is what caught my attention.

She's beautiful too. She has the prettiest eyes in the world. Her eyes are light brown and they have that Asian look to them. Her complexion is that of creamy rich milk chocolate, you know the kind that melts so fucking slowly in your mouth while you're eating it. She also has the most tantalizing lips I've ever seen. She has those dick sucking lips. Word! Only problem is she won't give a brother no head and I'm a head loving type of brother you heard?

That's why I get it from my groupies. It doesn't mean shit. I tried to explain that to ol'girl after she busted my ass in my dressing room at the Staples Center with my swipe in this chick's mouth. Coco didn't understand, hell man she didn't even try to. That was one hell of a scene. I can remember it all too well ...

The beautiful and sexy twenty something year old groupie, tore uninvited into the dressing room startling Chris. "What the hell, how did you get in here?" he yelled thinking to himself that he was going to fire someone.

"Chris, please don't be mad," the groupie started, with a look of pure lust in her eyes. "I'm your biggest fan and I just wanted to see if there was anything I could do for you and I—do—mean—anything!" the sexy young lady said as she wet her lips with her tongue.

"Excuse me?" he asked looking at her as she licked her lips and moved seductively towards him. 'She's bold' he thought to himself.

"I read someplace that you really love to get your dick sucked. Is that true?" she asked as she stood in front of him.

Chris had gotten head many times from groupies, but none had ever just walked into his dressing room and offered it to him right out of the blue like this one. He stared long and hard at the young woman and for the first time since she'd burst in he noticed how fine she was. Once he noticed her lips it was a done deal, all self-control was completely gone.

"What magazine did you read that in? I'll have to call them and thank them tomorrow," he said smiling at his good fortune.

"I can't remember," she answered as she stood face to face with the biggest R&B star in the world. "I just want to know if you'll let me give you one of the pleasures that you enjoy the most baby."

She moved closer and kneeled down in front of him. She then put her hand on his already hardening manhood and rubbed it slowly.

"As you can see, it's too late to stop you now. Go right ahead ma. Do you." he said staring down at her as she slowly unzipped his Sean Johns, reached in and pulled out his now rock hard penis.

"Ooh daddy I like this," she said as she held his penis in her hand just before she slowly put it into her wanting mouth.

As soon as he felt himself inside her mouth he knew that she knew what she was doing. If it was one thing he hated, it was a woman who couldn't give good head.

She sucked him slowly making loud slurping sounds that drove him absolutely crazy. She looked up at him as she performed her duties. "You like that daddy?" she asked.

It was amazing to him that she could speak so clearly without releasing him from her mouth. "You got-damn right," he answered.

The pleasure she was giving him began to grow and he grabbed her head pushing her mouth deeper onto his manhood. She absolutely loved it.

"Ooh baby you taste sooo good," she cooed without missing a beat.

Chris's eyes were shut tight from the pleasure and he became completely lost in the moment. In his mind he was thinking that this could damn well be the best head he'd ever gotten. Neither of them heard the door when it opened.

Coco walked in and stood there shocked...