new start for single moms participant's guide

Thomas Nelson

Contents

one let go of the past: take hold of the future.....................1dream worksheets......................................................10my 10-week commitment to new start....................................19two the power of genuine relationships..............................21three healing emotional pain-part I...................................33four healing emotional pain-part II..................................47five breaking the pain cycle for your children.......................57six listening and communicating as a family.........................69seven praying powerful prayers for your children......................79eight changing thought patterns.......................................87nine healthy relationships do exist..................................95ten turning stress into strength....................................109my mission statement..................................................120

Chapter One

The Lord says, "Forget what happened before, and do not think about the past. Look at the new thing I am going to do. It is already happening. Don't you see it? I will make a road in the desert and rivers in the dry land." (Isaiah 43:18-19 NCV)

The story of Abraham, Sarah (or Sarai), and Hagar is the story of victims, villains, and volunteers. It is much like your story or the stories of others you know. The good news is that a life of victory is available to everyone and anyone!

Sarai, Abram's wife, had no children ... [she] said to Abram, "Look, the Lord has not allowed me to have children, so have sexual relations with my slave girl." ... Abram did what Sarai said ... and she (Hagar) became pregnant.... Then Sarai said to Abram, "This is your fault." ... Then Sarai was hard on Hagar, and Hagar ran away. (Genesis 16:1-6 NCV)

It sounded like a good idea at the time. Sarah thought she needed to help God keep His promise, so she came up with a plan. Do you ever feel God isn't paying attention and take matters in your own hands? Although you may mean well, trouble usually follows.

Look at God's promise to Abraham in Genesis chapter 15: "You will have a son." This was not a "maybe"; it was a sure promise. One thing you must believe as you start a new journey with God is that He does what He says He will do, but He has a certain timing for the events of your life just as He did in Sarah's life.

There is no doubt that Hagar was a victim in this situation. To cope with the stress, she ran away to the wilderness-probably to hide, possibly to think, maybe to try and punish Abraham and Sarah. For whatever reason, she found herself alone in the wilderness.

Have you ever felt that you were in the wilderness of aloneness? It is a horrible feeling, isn't it? No direction for life and the feeling that no one cares.

Did God have a plan for Hagar? Yes, He did. Does He have a plan for you? Yes, He does! Genuine, growing relationships with God and other persons are the sole cure for aloneness. Other behaviors might mask aloneness, but only God's plan can heal it. A genuine relationship is God's idea. He created the desire within us because He longs to be intimate with us, His creation. It can and should be experienced in every dimension of our being-spirit, soul, and body-in a continual way, never dependent on feeling or circumstances. Don't be willing to settle for imposters such as sexual or emotional intimacy or conditional bonding.

the meaning of a genuine relationship

YAD (Hebrew)-to know deeply. This word is used in Psalm 139:1-4 to express God's deep personal awareness and understanding of us. He knew us from our mother's womb and is acquainted with our every thought, emotion, and motivation. And the good news is that His love is unconditional, meaning that He loves us deeply even though He knows our innermost thoughts.

O Lord, You have searched me and known me. You know my sitting down and my rising up; You understand my thought afar off. You comprehend my path and my lying down, And are acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word on my tongue, But behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. (Psalm 139:1-4)

SAKAN (Hebrew)-living together, to make a home together. God wants to dwell in your heart and be the foundation for your home. This beneficial or caring involvement is the hallmark of a genuine relationship.

And this is the reason: God lives forever and is holy. He is high and lifted up. He says, "I live in a high and holy place, but I also live with people who are sad and humble. I give new life to those who are humble and to those whose hearts are broken. (Isaiah 57:15 NCV)

Here is the message you must believe: the holy, all-powerful God is willing to help you, He is able to help you, and He will most certainly help you!

Many adults fear a genuine, intimate relationship because they were hurt either as children by someone who knew them well and abused or took advantage of them, or as an adult by someone with whom they were in a close relationship. God wants to heal your hurt through an understanding of His unconditional love and His deep, personal care for you.

If you feel like you are in a desert today, there is good news! God is making provision to give you great joy, an abundant life.

The angel of the LORD found Hagar beside a desert spring along the road to Shur. The angel said to her, "Hagar, Sarai's servant, where have you come from, and where are you going?"

"I am running away from my mistress," she replied. (Genesis 16:7-8 NLT)

What a beautiful picture of our proactive God! Our precious Lord knew Hagar was in such despair she could not come to Him, so He went to her. Notice that God asked Hagar, "Where have you come from, and where are you going?" (v. 8). Why ask if He already knew? The same reason He asks you now where you are going: we must always stop to think about where our reactions will take us and what we will accomplish through our choices.

God is asking you, "Where have you come from and where are you going?" Wherever you are at this moment, He is ready to meet you there, just as you are-but He loves you too much to leave you there.

And the angel also said, "You are now pregnant and will give birth to a son. You are to name him Ishmael (which means 'God hears'), for the LORD has heard about your misery." (Genesis 16:11 NLT)

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Hagar sat in pain, feeling as though no one cared, when suddenly the announcement was made: "You are to name him Ishmael, (which means 'God hears')" (v. 11). How those two words must have given her joy and strength. God hears! Every time she called the name of Ishmael, she remembered, God hears my thoughts. Understanding God's personal love and care for your life is a powerful healer and gives confidence for the future. In fact, with that short conversation, Hagar was able to go home and resume her life.

But then fourteen years passed by and Hagar, a single mom, began to be hated by her mistress.

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Sarah became pregnant and gave birth to a son. (Genesis 21:2 NCV) Isaac grew ... But Sarah...