| Intro...................................................................... | ix |
| "Reflecting Back".......................................................... | 1 |
| The Circle of Dust......................................................... | 2 |
| Looking Back............................................................... | 3 |
| Ask Yourself............................................................... | 4 |
| Just the Other Day......................................................... | 5 |
| Saving Grace............................................................... | 6 |
| Be Still................................................................... | 7 |
| Imagine Heaven............................................................. | 8 |
| Recognize the Blessings.................................................... | 9 |
| I Believe.................................................................. | 11 |
| To The Man Above........................................................... | 13 |
| The Directions............................................................. | 14 |
| The Great Debate........................................................... | 15 |
| The Order.................................................................. | 17 |
| She's the Eagle............................................................ | 18 |
| You are a Mother........................................................... | 19 |
| Heaven in a Hell Zone...................................................... | 20 |
| She Never Knew............................................................. | 22 |
| Dark Past.................................................................. | 23 |
| The Photo.................................................................. | 25 |
| "Keep the faith"........................................................... | 27 |
| Love of Self............................................................... | 28 |
| How Many Times............................................................. | 30 |
| Grandma's Words............................................................ | 31 |
| L-O-V-E.................................................................... | 32 |
| One more chance............................................................ | 33 |
| New Beginning.............................................................. | 34 |
| I Want to Hold Your Hand................................................... | 36 |
| Dreamland.................................................................. | 37 |
| Eyes of Delusion........................................................... | 38 |
| Eyes of a Stranger......................................................... | 39 |
| Black Queen................................................................ | 41 |
| From the Outside Looking In................................................ | 43 |
| Message to Whitney......................................................... | 44 |
| The Artist................................................................. | 45 |
| Life of a Ghetto Child..................................................... | 46 |
| Wrong Song................................................................. | 48 |
| The High Price You Pay..................................................... | 49 |
| Ice Cube................................................................... | 51 |
| Divided Soul............................................................... | 53 |
| Compromise................................................................. | 55 |
| Two Communities............................................................ | 56 |
| Blackness.................................................................. | 57 |
| Why I'm pissed............................................................. | 58 |
| They ain't Colorblind...................................................... | 59 |
| You Don't See Me........................................................... | 61 |
| To Serve and Protect....................................................... | 63 |
| In my neighborhood......................................................... | 64 |
| Motherfucking Glock........................................................ | 65 |
| Counter Punching Devil..................................................... | 67 |
| This hell of a life........................................................ | 68 |
| Ain't no kids in the ghetto................................................ | 70 |
| Man Up..................................................................... | 71 |
| The Return of Black........................................................ | 72 |
| A Message to Dad........................................................... | 74 |
| Tears of a Dream........................................................... | 76 |
| The Wrong Mentality........................................................ | 78 |
| Project Reps............................................................... | 79 |
| Anyone of you.............................................................. | 80 |
| Angels with Dirty Faces.................................................... | 82 |
| Friendship Treason......................................................... | 83 |
| Changing Time.............................................................. | 85 |
| Crossroads................................................................. | 87 |
| He's always on time........................................................ | 89 |
| Where In Hell Do I Start................................................... | 90 |
| It ain't no game........................................................... | 91 |
| Night Life................................................................. | 92 |
| Insight.................................................................... | 93 |
| Searching.................................................................. | 94 |
| Mental Battle Field........................................................ | 96 |
| Journey.................................................................... | 97 |
| Nothing but the truth...................................................... | 98 |
| Finding our way... |