Ball was my life, been playing ball since I was 7 years old. All that work and preparation led up to this moment in time. Now I'm a college junior playing power forward at the University of Virginia. This is a long way from the crib in Texas, the players changed but the game remained the same. I'm now 21 years old.

Speaking on the game ... We been practicing the whole season for this district game playing our rivals Norfolk State and them niggas some trees avg player is 6'5 and up and starting around 6"2 so they got some inches on us but we are ready to bring it. 9AM-Practice coach Shad you on forward, Kevin you on the point Derrick and Jarvis you guard and center let's go. We practice till about 11AM and we were looking ok but these boys come to play. Yo I'm Shad and the team assists man, I try to make it all come together. Today we all nervous about the game so we go back to the dorm and try to chill out before the bus ride up to Norfolk. Me and my teammate Kevin never really seen eye to eye he's 20 years old. It's always a slight competition so we stay cool but not aces. I'm laying down in the bed and I get a knock on my door and Its Kevin he said yo I'm bugging my sister just called about my mom and she's in the hospital and I'm already nervous as fuck about this game, I can't deal with this shit. So I said calm down did you call your sister to see what's really happening it might not be as bad as you think yo. Let's call and make sure everything is cool so you will be cool. I give him my cell phone and he calls his sister, she said Mama is unconscious I found her like that so I don't know what's going on. Kevin drops the phone and sat on the floor crying. I picked up the phone and tell his sister I will have him call her back. I sat on the floor next to him trying to get him to stop crying. He finally says I aint going to this game tonite I'm about to tell coach. I asked if he was sure he said yea, I said ok I will go with you to the coach. We left and told coach and he said I understand the issues and you can stay today but you won't be able to play next game. Kevin is mad as hell, then said ok I'm going and leave coach office. We go back to my room and he said man my head is hurting can I lay down? I said yea man lay down I set the alarm clock for when its time to get up and get on board the bus. We both layed down and went to sleep. The alarm goes off its 5pm ... Kevin wakes up and sit's on my bed and says yo thank you Shad, I know we aint been home boys but you my nigga for being there for me yo. I said no prob bro, I hope somebody will be there for me if I need em we good. He give me dap and a hug and gets up and leave and all of sudden pops back in the door, he said tonite I'm supposed to be rooming with Jarvis in Norfolk can I room with you since my folks got your cell number and I said cool bro. We get to the game and our girl squad killed Norfolk girls 78-35. It's our game were up. We line up to hit the court for pre-game warm up and Kevin says yo shad let's get it tonight my nig, I said for sure. He gave a wink and a sly ass grin and we went out and hulled those boys 94-76. We went down on them boys. So we made it back to the hotel and coach said no outings tonight we back on the road 6 am and back to the school. We said cool we all tired anyway. I asked Kevin if he talked to his sister, he said no. So we called and she said his mom had taken too much of her medication and caused an adverse reaction but she was good. So by this time I had gotten in the shower and he called me out the shower I thought something was wrong by the way he was calling me. So I ran out with just my towel on and he tells me. I said yo that's good he was so happy he gave me dap's and hugged me and he realized I was wet and he dapped me up again and hugged me and this time his hands slide down to the small of my back and he looked me square in my eyes and said "THANK YOU BRO ... YOU BEEN A ROCK FOR YOUR BOY AND I APRESHATE THAT SHIT" and he kissed me. I pushed back from him and said man what the FUCK, are you crazy. He said Nah, I aint going to front with you Shad, you a sexy ass dude and right now you got a nigga brick hard. So I look at his pants and this nigga dick in his pants is a big ass tent. I said YO I AINT WITH THIS BRO. He then said can I just be honest? I said cool. He said all the time I been around you and we go head up or I'm extra competitive I have been trying to find a way to get close to you. I been had a crush on you since freshman year. I said "DAMN" he said I hope you aint tripped out on me. I said nah you cool. So I'm sitting there in twilight zone and he said I'm sorry but then layed back on the bed behind me and all of sudden I feel his lips on my back. He said I'm sorry but I gotta have you. So I just sat there froze and then he came in front of me and folded my towel back and started sucking my dick. Long even strokes not sloppy. Just the right amount of spit and tongue. He started concentrating directly on the head sucking it saying you got some babies in there nigga. Let me see so I start moaning the shit was feeling so good. He tried to push me back, I didn't know what he was doing. He said Shad my nigga I got you I'm not gonna hurt you yo. So I let him push me back and bend my legs back and he ran his tongue from the start of my crack and plunged this fat tongue in my ass. He was sticking it in so deep it was making a suction noise every time he pulled out and went back in and then he would smack and say "Ahhhhhhh". All of sudden we hear voices laughing and the door opening. I quickly rolled over on my stomach like I was sleep, and he sat on my bed like he was watching TV. It was Jarvis and another one of our teammates coming to see if we wanted to walk down the street to get something to eat. He said Nah Shad sleep, and I'm not hungry. I will eat what's in the room. They said yawl don't have no food in here and then left. I got up and locked the door behind them and put a chair underneath then came back over to me and snatched my towel off and said what's up my nigga you ok? I said yea and he leaned down and started kissing me. At this point this shit was good to me. He layed down on the bed and took off his clothes and said sit on my face. I said sit on your face he said yea. So I did. He sucked my ass till it was open and tingling. The water from the shower had now turned into sweat. He laid me down and said I got some rubbers and lube can I put you on. I said man I have never got down on no shit like this, he said I got you. I layed down and opened my legs he said I'm going slow. I'm taking my time when his head first pressed against my ass and it was like a razor blade going up my back. Then he pressed in again and I was still tight by the 4th thrust he was in and I was in pain but he kept kissing me. I said" this shit is FUCKING painful. He said hold on it will feel good in a minute. A minutes later I started to feel the pleasure. He started moving his hips in a rhythmic way against my ass. Then he leaned down and started sucking my right nipple so hard. I wanted to breathe but my mouth was open I wasn't breathing out or in. He then stuck his tongue in my mouth and said at a whisper repeatedly thank you. So I wrapped my arms around his neck and said you're welcome my nigga. He pulled out and stopped and looked at me laying there sweaty and heart beating fast and said nah nah I got to make love to you. He turned out all the lights and we got underneath the covers and he slide back into me and kissed and sucked my tongue more heavily each time he pushed inside of me....