Spiritual Battles in the last days. Preceding up to " The New Beginning" by Lori Justice witness and martyr. A testimony of visions, dreams, prophesies; from the other witness. For lo, when you see these things know the time is at hand. I have been writing since age fourteen, now I am forty-two. I am a Mother of three sons and a daughter. Some will not believe until my death. But I shall return in three and one half days with Jesus and the 144,000!

They Didn't Believe Her ... Until

Spiritual BattleBy Lori Justice

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Copyright © 2011 Lori Justice
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ISBN: 978-1-4389-1068-0

Chapter One

They didn't believe her ... Until

At first I wanted to die. To get out of the situation that I was in. But; now I wouldn't trade my experience for the world. For what I have seen and heard has taught me more than I fully understand at this time. Though I do know one day all will be revealed. This is not merely based on actual events it is totally true and to the best of my ability, is written account of a spiritual battle that I have been going through I guess all my life. It seemed as if I was living in a nightmare. Beginning with visions and dreams. With God's grace I was able to overcome my greatest fears which were Satan and death. Lies from Satan had me convinced that all my families spirits had gone to heaven. That I was left alone on earth with only Jesus, saints, and demons and Satan himself. Jesus the saints, demons and Satan were all here indwelling in my families bodies. By faith I fought to keep my sanity and my life. I not only faced death but also Satan and I overcame them both "Not by might, nor by power but by God's Holy Spirit."

They were all putting me through tests. Satan's lie or at least one of them was that if I didn't pass all the tests that I couldn't go to heaven and be with my family. First everywhere I went was claw marks - three sets. They were on walls, mirrors, even the original cover of this manuscript. First the claw marks were made of dirt, then feces then blood. All of which and more someone knows the meaning of so I am going to write the dreams and visions for someday all shall be revealed and the truth shall set us free. At one point in time during the writing of some of the things in this book I was spiritually threatened my life if I was to write this but I am not afraid and feel it necessary to write so By God with God speed I will. It all began when I was a young girl. I first recall at about the age of six or seven. The dream where God told me "DON'T ANSWER THE DOOR. THEY ARE NOT WHO THEY LOOK LIKE OR SOUND LIKE." I heard my Mom and sister outside the door and was about to let them in, when I heard God tell me not to open the door. I didn't understand the dream nor even remember it until I was in my thirties. I will go into more detail of this later.***

Also; I had a reoccurring dream when I was ten years old. It was that I was in a desert. My hair was super tangled and stratty and I was wearing a potato sack, the old cloth ones. I could not get up off the ground or run or even speak. There was a man on a horse. It was a bald headed man on a horse. There was also other men with him on horses. He was laughing and trying to catch me. His eyes were like a robots. I could see them closing in on me. I woke up and told Mom that I was having a bad dream.

She said it was probably something I had seen on t.v. after she calmed me down and I went to bed. I was back in the same dream and the man was closer and still laughing an evil laugh.***

The Prayer Dream 1990

I feel somehow this is important to my story. This is when me and my first two sons, Scotty five and Justin two and a half were living in an apartment in Russellville, Ar. We had moved there after me and their Dad Jimmy had broken up again. While I laid next to them on the big bed to have them nap I too fell asleep and dreamt ...

That I heard a knock on the apartment door. I went to answer the door. Luckily or meant to be the chain lock was still on the door. Just as I opened the door some, I seen an evil eyed Jimmy. When he seen that I could tell that he was Satan in disguise; he put his hand palm facing himself and waved it from the top of his head, eyes and evil grin then disappeared and then he looked just like Jimmy.

I was scared and wouldn't unlatch the chain lock. He shoved open the door. I could then see outside the sky was pitch black even though it was around noon.. A car was upside down and on fire. There was not a soul around, all apartments were empty.

"Where did everyone go?" I ask

"They're all gone!" he answered smirking

"Where's the boy's?" I then ask frantically

"They're gone too. So is your Mom and everyone else." He bragged then he said

"See all the destruction around you; it is all real."

I pushed myself past him and outside I ran through town past the city courthouse to Momma's on airport rd. I was running and "Jimmy" was walking and was right behind me all the way saying "See it's real." over and over

At momma's I hollered "Is anybody home?" For Mom, Johnny, Chris(my brothers) and Maggie(sister) and her two kids lived there and there was always somebody home.

No one answered. No one home. No one in the neighborhood it appeared everyone was gone. I ran back through town and back to main street. In front of the courthouse was a haywagon and the hay was on fire. Satan disguised as Jimmy was right behind me still laughing cause he seen me about to give up. When I heard God's voice saying in my heart "CLOSE YOUR EYES RIGHT HERE AND NOW AND CONFESS THIS OUTLOUD" THIS IS JUST A DREAM "AND IT WILL END."

I closed my eyes and confessed outloud "This is just a dream." it ended with a knock on the door awakening me. I answered the door. It was Jimmy!***

In Searching Jodie's Eyes my autobiography, I ended the story with Jodie's prophecy. In which, I tell of all my wishes and dreams coming true. That Jimmy danced with me. That he gave me freedom. That he treated me with respect. In short I said he loved me. I was wrong. I didn't lie. I just hoped it would come true all the things I had then wished for. But that is not what happened ... It apparently was not God's will for me to hang on to a dead relationship. Jimmy and I were never evenly yoked and we had nothing in common except our three sons. He quit sleeping with me. He never hugged me or kissed me or even talked with me. He seemed to be more into the world than in having a wife and children. Very occasionally he would sneak into my room in the middle of the night.

Thinking he could have his way with me. I wouldn't let him though hardly ever for why should I have to do it when he didn't even like me enough to kiss me. Even when I'd ask him to he would say things like "We're too old for that kind of stuff." and then laugh; but it wasn't funny to me for at the time I still loved him. In my first novel I told you that I would go into more detail about "my nervous breakdown". So included are the documents from The State Hospital, Counseling Associates, Living Hope, Babtist Medical Center in Little Rock. These records are true and this is my life.

1997

The way "my nervous breakdown" (Which is not what it really Was***) began was at first I started fasting. I was waiting and praying for an answer from God if I should stay with Jimmy or not. IT started as a vision, that came about the third day of fasting. I was in the middle room of the house. The curtain on the window was closed and it was pitch dark outside. Though in my mind's eye I saw very plainly this vision ... It was what looked like my brother Michael at first. He was crawling stomach to ground Army style.

I seen "Michael" crawl around from near where I was in the small room, toward the front room door. Then I heard a knocking on the door. Then I seen the eyes of whom was at the door. It was Satan's spirit walking in my brothers body. So I don't say that it was Michael, but instead the walking...