For God I Live and For God I'll Die

Living for a God that I couldn't physically see, use to be such a struggle for me ... so much so that I would test God ... yeah, really ... I tested my faith because my experience of it was weak. The moment I experienced more of the impossible, my faith grew stronger and today faith is no longer a doubt it's more of a habit. I use it often so it's become, a great habit.. Because when things seem to be at it's worst that's when my faith is at its highest vibrations and reminds me of the magnificent God I serve. That's a habit I refuse to break.

I'll Die, This Way:

How Strong Is Your Faith?

Recall a moment that tested your Faith ... what was the outcome?

For God I Live ... And For God I Die

For God I live and for God I die ...
These words are so cliched
But it shall forever remain in me ...
For without the sight that He sees beyond me
It would truly be hard to laugh or even cry ...
I've been here, on this narrow path, for some time ...
In this moment,
In this hour,
On this earth and through all things ...
And even for the days I feel pulled under ...
I still know it doesn't matter what it is ...
I'll make it through.
For my God has not forsaken righteousness ...
And righteousness is what I have
It's what I see ...
I've lost family and friends over it
Righteousness has been a good teacher ...
My lessons have cost ...
I've been blessed with deep pockets ...
A price some won't pay ...
But as the troubles of life consumes my head ...
And before I can face them ...
I must rise and pump ME up instead
Not of arrogance or boastfulness
But of the courage within me
And for myself to say ...
I will always Rise ... Out of any darkness ...
For in me He shines His light
He's always with me ...
Because For God I live and for God I'll die
With Love ... and ... With Peace ...

Sometimes ... "I told you so" is not even worth it. Sometimes you just have to listen. Some peoples' faith is just different ... some have to see it to believe and others just believe.

Angel's Wing

I believe we all are assigned guardian angels. Protectors for each one of our lives ... fighting for each of our behalf. They are our hidden blessing. Some people are able to see them within the spiritual realm beyond human sight. Some days when I look at my friends or that mystic stranger that suddenly appears to help me out ... I think maybe they've fallen from heaven and landed here on earth.

I Can't Believe No One Saw You:

Where did you meet your Angel?

At what moment did you make that conclusion?

Angel's Wing

I was going about my daily routine
And in the middle of the road I'd found an angel's wing
I looked up and down the street
No one was around ... it was only me
I attempted to carry the wing from the middle of the street
But it was heavier than it appeared
I didn't want to leave it so my only option I had was to drag it some place near
After several steps I sat down out of breath.
Suddenly, she was there
Right in front of me ... she slowly sat down beside me
She startled me so that she placed her hand upon mine.
And said you are the one I've been waiting for
Do you know how many others have passed me by?
"I'm so confused", I said. "The wing is huge and it's covered in red"
Who can miss that?
She simply replied. those of whom that is dead ...
Dead toward the spirit of God ... those who care more for the spirit of self
Those who care only for the tangent things of this world
Those who are full of THEMSELVES ...
Those who've missed His mark
They've missed my wing ...
Because spiritually they're in the dark
We are at War
There are angels fighting on behalf of you all
I lost my wings as I began to fall
Fall down onto earth the place you call reality
Where people only believe in what they see ...
Where only a chosen few ...
Can see within the spiritual realm I've fallen through
We fight for the ones that see beyond this world
The ones serving others
Helping others ... protecting others
Loving others
We fight for truth ...
We help those beings in the realms of reality
For they belong to the most High God
They are His youth ...
My wings covered me ... as I lay awaiting my other fallen comrade's return.
You were the one who rescued me.
You know His truth ... you can see clearly.
Hello, dear sister.
I was waiting on you

She is my soul sister and no matter how far we are. We understand one another, we love one another and when we see each other it's like looking into a mirror.

WTF

I have shared plenty of my life with certain friends and in certain circles. In this journey that I've called my destiny, I've experienced a whole lot of shit for a lack of a better word. Throughout this journey at times I weren't shit. Some of this crap has actually made me better.

We Are All Created Equal:

Describe some of your sins;

Did it change you?

WTF

What the F ... I don't know what's up ...
I'm feeling like the whole worlds' against me, but I don't give a F ...
I just want to know what's up.
I feel like crying ... I feel like shouting ... I feel like standing up ...
On top of the highest mountain
Beneath the deepest of seas ...
I want to know what's up ...
These feelings I'm feeling it's all about mistrust ...
Do I see you for who you are?
Do you even know?...
What the f ...
I can't express this feeling that's brewing inside of me
All I can say is what the f ...
I know I'm called to do His will ...
The devil's riding me
He won't give me time enough to breathe ...
The anointing has fallen while I sleep
And as I dream ...
And now I can't wake up ...
It's coming to the end and all I'm wondering is
WTF ...
The answer's clearing and my mind is settling
As I'm shown that ...
Whomever God places before me ...
I must trust ... I must love
Unconditionally
WTF ...
With Love ... With Peace ... G

I hope this creation of work opens up the mind to what truth is to some and what lies are to others; it is a very thin line. We are equal across the board. We all have the same opportunities. We are the creators of each other's masterpiece.

My Mind

My mind exists to create opinions, to make judgment calls for...