Ringing the Changes: An Autobiography (Voyageur Classics, Band 27) - Softcover

De La Roche, Mazo

 
9781459730373: Ringing the Changes: An Autobiography (Voyageur Classics, Band 27)

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First published in 1957, Mazo de la Roche’s last autobiography is a vivid look at her life in Ontario, and a parting shot at her critics.

Mazo de la Roche was once Canada’s best-known writer, loved by millions of readers around the world. Her Jalna series is filled with unforgettable characters who come to life for her readers, but she herself was secretive about her own life and tried to escape the public attention fame brought.

In this memoir, de la Roche describes her childhood and her relationship with her cousin and life-long companion, Caroline Clement. She confesses her personal connection with her troubled character Finch Whiteoak and details her romantic struggles. Ringing the Changes is the closest view we have of Mazo de la Roche’s innermost thoughts and the private life she usually kept hidden.

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Heather Kirk writes books for young people and adults. Heather has also written newspaper articles, radio scripts, and scholarly criticism. She has won several awards for her work. Her website is at www.heatherkirk.ca.

Heather Kirk writes books for young people and adults. Heather has also written newspaper articles, radio scripts, and scholarly criticism. She has won several awards for her work. Her website is at www.heatherkirk.ca. Mazo de la Roche was an impoverished writer in Toronto when in 1927 she won a $10,000 prize from the American magazine Atlantic Monthly for her novel Jalna. The book became an immediate bestseller. She went on to publish sixteen novels in the popular series.

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Prologue

Although I did not realize it at the time, or for many years afterward, that January day in my maternal grandfather’s house, was the most important day of my life. I can remember the dining-room, with its high ceiling, pale walls, and large window that overlooked the terraces, deep in snow. I can remember the feeling of excitement all about me. The family were awaiting the arrival of somebody — I was not certain who, though I did know it was a relative. It seemed that everyone who came to the house was some sort of relative. I was always the smallest, the only child, in a moving mass of grownups. Sometimes l was looking upward, trying to understand what they were saying; more often I was absorbed in my own affairs.

Now there were, besides myself, five people in the room. These were my mother, her parents, her sister Eva, and her young brother — always called Waugh. He had thick curling hair, so golden as to have almost a greenish cast, and rather greenish eyes. He had been a beautiful boy, but, when playing football, he had got his nose broken. In those days surgeons were not so clever at setting noses and the shape of his was left far from perfect.

We all were listening for the sound of sleighbells.

Now the silvery jingle of it came, sharp and clear on the frosty air. My uncle was the first to hear it. “There they are,” he cried and darted along the hall and out of the front door.

The others followed. I came last. The January cold rushed into the hall. The front lawn stood high above the road and was protected by a white picket fence. I could see on the road below the sleek bay mare and the bright red sleigh, with its bearskin rugs, one to cover the knees, the other to hang over the back of the sleigh. The mare was restive, tossing her head and pawing the snow. At each vigorous movement the bells, with which her harness was strung, quivered and sent out their gay chime. The largest of these hung above her shoulders. It was silver and had a special tone of its own — to me at once captivating and troubling.

I saw the massive figure of my father alight and go to the mare’s head. He was followed by my uncle George who was carrying a large bundle. Those were all. Uncle George was young, small and slight. The bundle could not have been very heavy, for he strode quickly through the gate, along the snowy path, flanked on either side by high drifts, and into the midst of the waiting group in the hall. My father did not come in but again took his seat in the sleigh. The bells rang out joyously. He was taking his mare to the stable.

When I saw there was a child in the bundle I drew away. In fact, no one noticed me. All were intent on the bundle, from the top of which now hung, like limp petals of a flower, strands of silvery fair hair. Uncle George sat down in my grandfather’s arm-chair and began to take layer after layer of shawls from the bundle. He did it with a proud possessive air, as though he was doing a conjuring trick. Everybody stood about, waiting for the climax.

The climax was a small girl, sitting demurely on his knee, her thin little hands folded on her lap, while she stared about her, dazed by the sudden change of scene which lately had befallen her. Her hair hung about her shoulders but was cut squarely into a straight thick fringe above her blue eyes. She had high cheekbones which then were considered rather a disfigurement, a square little chin and full curling lips. She looked as though she would never smile.

My mother and Aunt Eva were asking questions of her which she answered in a small voice. She just glanced at me. Then, suddenly bold, I came from my corner and stood facing her. I was just tall enough to rest my elbows on the dining-room table behind me. I was seven years old.

“This is Caroline,” my grandmother said to me. “You two little girls must be friends. I think you’d better go off and get acquainted. Tea will soon be ready. Caroline must be starving.”

Uncle George set Caroline on her feet. She came and put her hand into mine.

I held her hand closely and led her into the hall. The door of the sitting-room stood open on our left and that of the parlour on our right. Caroline stared about her but her thin little fingers held tightly to mine.

“I don’t live here,” I said. “I live in Toronto.”

“Oh,” she said, as though not impressed.

“We just come to Grandpa’s for Christmas,” I went on, “and we’ve not gone home yet.”

“That’s a pretty dress,” she said, touching the red and fawn of my dress that had a skirt and little vest with stripes running round and a red bolero. I remember this dress because I so quickly outgrew it and it became Caroline’s. I think I was rather a generous child but I did not want to part with that dress.

“My Uncle Danford brought it to me from England,” I boasted. “He goes every year and always brings me a present. Have you been to England?”

“No,” she said, “but I’ve been to the States — to the prairies.”

That meant nothing to me. I pushed wide the door of the sitting-room, white walled, red carpeted and curtained.

“This is where we had our Christmas tree,” I said. “It touched the ceiling and it was decorated.”

“Oh,” she said again, “and what room is that?” She peered into the parlour.

The fox terrier, Chub, circled about us as we climbed the stair with its white-spindles banisters. Now he would dart ahead of us and rush back to meet us. Then he would hurl himself behind and nip our heels. Half-way up the stairs I stopped in front of the niche where the great white owl sat. Here was something to admire — yet to be afraid of. Going up to bed all by myself, it was a terrifying thing to pass him. Might he not at any moment swoop from his perch and alight on one’s head? Covering my head with my hands I would fly up the stairs, my heart pounding against my ribs.

But, with Caroline beside me, I found a new courage.

“He’s pretty,” she breathed, and stood on tiptoe to put her hands beneath his wings.

“He’s a stuffed owl,” I boasted, and I too put my hands beneath his wings. His beautiful amber glass eyes stared straight ahead of him. Oh, the delicious downy softness of the space beneath his wings — the intimate communion with him!

“He’s pretty,” breathed Caroline again. “Was he alive once?”

“Yes,” I said, my imagination flying away with me, “he flew about in the woods and he killed things. He was a wicked owl. But then one of my uncles shot him and he was stuffed and put on this perch, but at night he comes down and flies all over the house and hoots and cries. I’ve heard him.”

I had expected Caroline to be frightened by this, but instead she gave a delighted squeal of laughter and scampered up the stairs, I after her, the fox terrier barking.

Upstairs I showed her my Christmas presents. The doll with bisque face, arms and feet, and white kid body, the toys, the books. She held the doll in her arms for an ecstatic moment, then — “Can you sew?” she asked.

I had to acknowledge that I could not.

“I can sew,” she said, “and I can recite ‘The Jackdaw of Rheims,’ all the way through. Should you like to hear me?”

She began at once:

The jackdaw sat in the Cardinal’s chair,
Bishop and friar and monk were there —.

And on to the end in her small clear voice.

A delicious intimacy was there between us, in that chill...

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Verlag: C.Chivers, 1973
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