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Conversations through My Soul of Presence

Balboa Press

Contents

Introduction: Are You Looking for Life Change?..........................xi1. Opening Conversations Through My Soul Presence.......................12. Conversations Though My Soul Presence................................63. This Isn't Just A Dream..............................................124. A New-Time Essential Self............................................205. How This Book Came About.............................................286. Redefining How To Interpret The Self Presence........................387. A New-Time Personal Activation.......................................458. Opening The Secret Time To The New Millennia.........................679. A New-Time Instruction Manual........................................8710. Keys And Codes To Open A New-Time Consciousness.....................11711. A New-Time Gift.....................................................13112. A New-Time Birthday Present.........................................16213. New-Time Abilities..................................................17914. A New-Time Relative Purpose.........................................20515. The Gravity Of Source Conversations.................................27116. A New-Time Conclusion...............................................27717. An Alternative Conclusion...........................................284

Chapter One

If you are game enough to challenge some conflicting emotions in your life, then sure as hell, you are going to unlock many self-beliefs—the things you're used to or don't even question as truth. I guess we all sort of fall easily into this category, don't we?

Have you thought that by following your own intuition you were, in fact, questioning a lot of your past beliefs, as though, somewhere in the depths of your innermost self, not everything added up?

Well, why else would you be reading this, unless whatever religious belief you hold or follow is missing something? Perhaps you don't feel complete, or life feels challenging, to say the least.

In my case, I just felt that I didn't quite fit in or, to be honest, even belong here. A lot of people I have talked to feel the same way, but that isn't why I wrote this book. I must now say that I am quite happy, as I have found out why so many of us feel this way.

I also need to be quite frank and open about what is to be introduced to you. Why? I have pushed the envelope until it has exploded with a whole lot of new knowledge. Essentially, many old responses don't add up now, since the discovery of many intuitions that had been buried for millennia.

How did this all come about? Well, I was shown how to think outside the square and, thus, how to connect to suppressed consciousness. Or perhaps you could think of this as consciousness that left us, and therefore we have not been able to access many self-abilities.

I was then shown that if you take away these self-abilities, a whole lot of self-purpose just flies out the window. This is why we are so unaware of the many missing parts that we haven't been able to use or have been unable to respond to.

This is a bit like having a supercomputer but having no software to make it work. I have found this to be a fair representation of our selves at present.

To unlock this potential, I had to not only challenge myself but open many beliefs of self-faith that I didn't know existed.

I was then guided to a self-resource of self-will that I had no idea existed in me. Remember, if you are going to confront areas that are outside the spectrum of normal thought channels, it is a somewhat lonely journey.

Thank god for family and friends—and of course, new friends who popped up when synchronicity was needed.

Before I sound like too much of a tripper, I do need to clarify that I have channelled naturally since I was a child, so accessing new or different information is more of a possibility for me; I have no aversion to new knowledge. Apparently, however, this knowledge is not new; we simply stopped using our many efficient abilities over many lifetimes.

This is where my journey has taken me, but for many different reasons.

Have you considered how this changing time we live in affects those of us who are so sensitive? It is impossible for us not to be affected. If you think about it, this is why you are reading many new spiritual books now. You want to understand why you are so affected, and many of the sources of information that exist just don't cut it or add up or really bring in the self-freedom we are seeking.

Fortunately, I have learned that past information indicates that we are simply rehashing old information or putting on a new coat of paint to make it seem relevant.

This insight extends to the fact that we need material of the same vibrational frequency as the place we are heading toward. So, once again, we see that some of the past is very relevant, but much needs discarding as well.

Now, armed with more relevant understanding that equates to all-new frequencies, we are able to raise our self-vibrations to fit in and be cohesive, to easily integrate with this evolving energy.

This implies a paragon of relevant information as to why our vibrational energy was able to devolve and where, when, and how it was able to happen.

When this journey started, I was totally oblivious to this devolution. I just wanted some answers to what I saw as irrelevance and untruth.

This seemingly innocuous question opened up a plethora of questions and answers, and I was unable to put the lid back on my own personal Pandora's Box.

The first problem I encountered was that not all the questions and answers lined up. This might seem a strange revelation, but soon I hope you will understand how this affects each and every one of us.

Another point in which this book differs from many others is that we really aren't looking at emotions. What, no emotions? How are we going to tell what is going on or where we have become stuffed up?

From the outset, I have said that our vibrations don't equate to the new rising frequency about us, so how would past emotions relate to this new energy? What a conundrum! Are you thinking about this dilemma?

The next and most vital conundrum is that so many of us are working at different levels of frequency and different vibrations, so we aren't coexisting in a harmonious manner. The raising of vibrations is having a couple of different effects on us.

One of the many controlling influences, where a few go and the rest just follow, is the financial crisis of late. This shows us that a power struggle exists around us and—without our awareness—within us.

Now we move to the crux of this new equation. This unawareness involves the emotions that we experience each and every day, the pushing and pulling of energies and emotional responses. It is impossible to determine where these responses start from or why they start at all, when a resolution will occur, whether this outcome will prevail, or how this energy was undetected at the start.

All this can be explained in the energy systems. This is not to say that the emotions aren't vital; they most certainly are. But you have already read a mountain of emotion-related books that answer many of the questions.

In a way, my guides desire to...