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THE DEMON WITHIN

By Thomas A. Sergent

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Copyright © 2010 Thomas A. Sergent
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ISBN: 978-1-4520-2556-8

Chapter One

The earliest I can recall in my life was just a bleak memory of a time when I was about four years old. I remember waiting for my neighbor friend Sally to come home from kindergarten. I would wait by the kitchen window until I saw the taxi cab that would drop her off, and I would run over to her house, and we would play. I am not sure where it was in my life that things went horribly wrong, and I turned out to be the monster I was going to become, but as I try and look back on my life, there were a number of things that happened to me that may explain why the demon entered me and turned me into a rapist and a murderer.

I could remember a time when I was in kindergarten, and I had a friend named Mary that I use to ride home with. Her Mom and mine took turns picking us up. She was a nice girl, and I remember once I was waiting at her house for my Mom to pick me up. I didn't know where she was and went to try and find her. She had gone to use the bathroom and when I walked by the bathroom door, which she had left open, she was standing with her back to me pulling her pants up. I was just a little boy, and I saw her butt. I hurried to get away from the door before she saw me.

Childhood memories escape us with time. I was like most young kids. Sally and I were probably the best of friends for the longest time probably until I was at least eight or nine and years back then were very long. Sally and I did a lot together and as curious young kids, we did things that I as I grew up were supposed to be normal curiosity. We would play "Doctor" which involved pulling our pants down and looking at each other's private parts. At that time sex was not even thought about; at that age, we didn't know anything about those parts except you used them to go to the bathroom.

I remember Sally was always mad that a boy could go to the bathroom outside anywhere, but not a girl without exposing herself to the world. One day Sally came running over to my house and said, "Billy you have to come over right now I got to show you something." I wasn't sure what it was, but I had to go see. "Come on you gotta hurry before I pee my pants." She said rushing me along.

We went into Sally's house, and she took me into the bathroom and pulled down her pants and said, "Look I can pee like a boy." I was amazed because she actually did.

"How did you do that without a wiener?" I had to ask.

"I just tried it and it worked." She replied.

I was actually excited because now I thought we could go out and play in the woods, and she could pee like me instead of running home. Sally didn't care if it was us because we had seen each other's privates many times so she would just find a spot and squat and go, but if we had other friends with us like Christy or Kim and especially if Bobby was there she wasn't going to have any part in it.

"Wow Sally that is neat'o now you can go anytime just like me." I said. She looked at me and then looked down at the floor and said, "No, I can't I tried, and I always get pee all in my pants. So I still have to pull them down.

It was funny that I could remember that like it was yesterday, but other memories were just a blur or even nonexistent. We were all best of friends back then, but Sally and I had something special maybe because we were close to the same age where Bobby was a year older than Sally, and he was two years older than me and Christy and Kim were three years older than me. I remembered a time when Sally went on a vacation with her family, and I was out alone in the woods building a fort. Christy showed up and said, "Whatcha doing?"

"Sally is gone with her parents, and we had started this fort. She is supposed to help, but I guess it will just be mine." I said.

Christy offered to help and I let her after all she was bigger. I don't have a lot of memories of Christy, but I remember very clearly those couple days building the fort. Christy helped me for a couple of hours and began asking me questions about Sally. At first they were simple little questions like what we liked to play, but then she hit me with the biggie, "Have you guys ever seen each other without clothes on?"

I didn't know how to answer her, I was scared and didn't want to let mine and Sally's secret out so I said, "No" and went back to work. Christy then asked me, "have you ever seen a girl naked before?" I said, "Just my mom." I was too young at the time to realize what she was driving at, but soon I figured it out when she asked, "Do you want to see a girl naked because I would like to see a boy naked, so I will show you mine if you will show me yours."

Sally and I had done this a lot, and it was fun, so I figured what could it hurt besides she was bigger and older. "Ok Christy but you go first." I said just to see if she was serious or not. "Ok I will go first, but you better not chicken out." She said.

Christy did it a lot different than Sally, and I did, she took her shirt off and then waited for me to take mine off. Christy was still way too young to be anywhere near puberty so there was nothing to see in the chest area. After that she took her pants off except for her underwear and waited for me to do the same. There we were both in our underwear when she said, "Ok I have gone first on everything now you go first."

It figured she would wait until we got to the ultimate exposure before I had to go first. I dropped my underwear and she did hers. I was expecting so much more with her being eight, but it was pretty much the same as Sally except Christy was just bigger. We each turned around, giving each other a good look. Christy was a little more experienced in this game, and I am sure she had done this before but at my age you didn't know that. She took the game to a whole new level.

"Go ahead Billy you can touch me in front and back if you want to." She said. That was new to me, so I figured ok why not so I reached out and touched her, and as I did she touched my wiener. We touched each other's butt and after a few minutes the experiment was over, and we went back to work. It felt strange to have actually done that with someone besides Sally. I was getting ready to leave when Christy said, "Will you be here tomorrow?"

"Sure I will be here." I said. I left to go home with a brand new secret; I got to see Christy naked.

The next day I went back to my fort and started working on it. It was actually almost done when I heard people talking and heading my way. It was Christy and this time she had Kim with her. I was angry because I thought Christy told Kim about my fort, and they were going to take it away from me. That wasn't it at all Christy walked up and said, "I brought Kim with me because I told her about what we did yesterday, and she has never seen a boy naked either."

"You told!!" I said thinking it was our secret.

"Don't get mad Billy, she will make the same deal with you. As long as you show her yours, she will show you hers." Christy said.

I couldn't say I wasn't interested because Kim had bright red hair and freckles so I agreed, and again we stripped down to nothing only this time it was all three of us. Kim had freckles just about everywhere except her butt. Again there was touching. After we were finished, they didn't stick around and left me to work on my fort. Although we grew up together and even went to school, it was the last encounter I had with either of them again.

Sally eventually came home and I ended up telling...