The Disappearances: A Magical Young Adult Fantasy of First Love and Dark Family Secrets in a Cursed Town - Hardcover

CHAPTER ONE

Gardner, Connecticut
September 27, 1942

I want something of hers.
     There's a teacup downstairs, the last one she used before she died. She didn't finish her chicory coffee that morning, and what she left stained the porcelain in a faint ring. Her lipstick remains smudged in Red Letter Red along the rim. It's been three weeks, and I still haven't been able to wash it away.
     But I shouldn't choose the teacup. Nothing fragile is going to survive today.
     'Aila?' Cass opens my bedroom door, her white blond hair pinned up in a plait, her wide eyes darker than normal. "Your father says I can come with you to the train station, but we have to leave in five minutes."
     'I'll be ready," I say softly. "I would be more worried about Miles."
     She nods and disappears back into the hallway. Her footsteps fall on creaking boards, and then the house returns to its solemn hush, so quiet you can almost hear the dust settle. As if we have all already left it.
     Five minutes.
     I go to my parents' room.
     It's been tidied since the last time I was here, the day of my mother's memorial. Now the bed is made. All the flowers have been cleared away. Her vanity is free of her compacts and even the precious glass vial of Joy perfume she always displayed but hardly ever wore. I open her drawers, run my fingertips over her jewelry, but it's all tangled and gaudy, and I want to leave it there, just as she left it. As if she could come in at any moment and clip on her big ugly earrings, as bright and jagged as suns.
     I turn to the bookshelf. It, too, has been sorted, but I prefer the way it used to look, when the books were all jumbled and wedged in at odd angles, threatening to fall onto my feet.
     My eye catches a large leather volume, its spine dwarfing all the others. I've never seen it before. I kneel down in front of it, my knees finding the threadbare place where the rug has worn almost through to the floor.
     I pull out the book and flip through the pages. They whisper against my fingers, thin and delicate, like moth wings. It is Shakespeare, a collection of his plays and poems, and my mother's handwriting is everywhere in it, littering the margins and cluttering the white gaps between sentences in different-colored ink. The pages are yellowing, as if Mother has had this book for a long time. I wonder where it's been hiding until now.
     An envelope is taped to the back cover. It is blank, and unsealed, and there is a note inside.
     'Aila! Miles!' Father's voice rings out from the kitchen.
     'Coming!' I call back.
     The note was written recently; I can tell by the way her handwriting shakes, like it did when she was nearing the end. It says:

Stefen: You will find what you asked for within this. I will always love you.
     Your Viola

My attention snags on the two names. Because the first one does not belong to my father. And the second, though it is definitely my mother's handwriting, was not her name. My mother was the other well-known Shakespeare heroine. The one who also died young.
     Juliet.
     'Aila!' my father calls again. This time it's more of a warning.
     Leave it, I think. You don't even like Shakespeare.
     And maybe I don't want to know who this Stefen is.
     I put the book back on the shelf and decide that I want the teacup. It is my mother just as I remember her, safe and familiar, and it is still marked by her touch. I'll bring it even if I have to hold it on my lap, cupped in my hands like a butterfly for the entire journey.
     I hurry down the narrow stairs, which seem to slope more and more to the right each year. I've never lived anywhere but this house'?which we fondly call 'the Tilt''?and I know just where to place my hand on the banister to keep my balance and where to step so the stairs don't creak. When I reach the landing, I hear my next-door neighbor, Mrs. Reid. She's in the kitchen with Father, taking final instructions for watching over the Tilt while we're gone. She's opening drawers and closing them, and I'm sure she's the one who organized my mother's books. Maybe out of guilt.
     'I'm sorry, again, Harold, that we aren't able to take the children," she says. I pause on the staircase, in the shadows. All I can see are her stockinged calves and the worn leather of her pumps, but I picture her lips pursing down, her white hair wispy and always looking as though it's being swept heavenward by the wind. "With Earl's health," she continues, 'I just didn't feel that we could manage them both."
     She means that she would have taken me, but not Miles. She doesn't want to be responsible when he inevitably steals something or sets a fire. The creases in Mrs. Reid's pumps deepen as she shifts her weight. "I thought someone else in town would surely be able to help, but . . ."
     'Well, thankfully, we've found other arrangements," Father says stiffly. Then he turns away to yell again, but I appear in front of him before he can say my name.
     'I'm here," I say. My eyes fall from Mrs. Reid's overly rouged cheeks to her hands, where she's been anxiously fiddling with something. A tea towel embroidered with green leaves'?and my mother's teacup, scrubbed shiny clean.
     I swallow. "I forgot one thing," I say, turning and running back up the stairs. I touch my mother's dresses one more time, hanging in neat, still lines in the closet, knowing they will be packed in storage or given away by the time I return. Then I grab the book of plays, stuffing it into my knapsack without another thought.

Father drives us to the train station in our mud-streaked Studebaker'?he and Miles in the front and Cass and me in the back seat, my knapsack with the book in it lying heavy on the seat between us. 'think Mrs. Reid can handle the Tilt while we're away?' Father asks. He smiles at me in the mirror and reaches over to ruffle Miles's hair, but Miles just stares straight ahead. As we pull away, I don't let myself look at the browning dahlias in Mother's flower boxes.
     Everything is in motion when we arrive at the station, as if the air itself were anxious. Posters flutter on the walls, pigeons flap and peck, tow-white strands of Cass's hair whip loose from her braid. She helped me set my wave this morning because I've always liked the way she does it best, but I can already feel it starting to fall. My dress clings to my legs, and my ankles are sweating inside my bobby socks. It's unseasonably hot for late September. Cass and I step into the shadows of the eaves while Miles and my father purchase our tickets. I lean against a war poster that warns, 'telling a friend may mean telling THE ENEMY.' An advertisement over Cass's head promises an 'ALL-AMERICAN sugar with energy crystallized by the sun!"
     Overhead, the clouds swirl like soup.
     'You'll come back soon," Cass says.
     'You'll write," I answer.
     'I wish you could stay with me," she says, tears brightening...