Just Let Go... (Harts of Texas, 2, Band 625) - Softcover

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Kathleen O'Reilly is the author of the Downtown Press novel The Diva's Guide to Selling Your Soul. She is also the author of numerous contemporary love stories; her short story "Halo, Goodbye" appears in the New Year's Eve anthology In One Year and Out the Other, available from Downtown Press. She lives in New York with her husband and their two children. Visit her on the web at www.kathleenoreilly.com, or write her at P.O. Box 312, Nyack, NY 10960.

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Broken hearts were a familiar cause of mayhem in Tin Cup, Texas. Arnold Cervantes had broadsided his girlfriend's F-150 with his riding lawnmower after he learned she'd been stepping out on him with the landscaper. When Doc Emerson filed for divorce, Mrs. Emerson had laced her husband's tapioca pudding with a laxative, a charge that was ultimately overturned by Judge Lansdale, who was the second cousin to the defendant. Oscar Ramirez had flown his wife's plus-sized unmentionables in the Memorial Day parade after she refused him certain sexual favors which Harley considered his right, but which were also illegal according to Texas state law.

In the three years since Gillian Wanamaker had been sworn in as sheriff of Tin Cup, she'd seen a lifetime's worth of passion, foolishness and general human stupidity. In Gillian's humble opinion, people needed to practice more self-control and show a little concern for their own reputation within the community. As a card-carrying member of the Broken Hearts Club herself, Gillian had never been tempted to spray-paint a human being, nor set fire to items of clothing. Or at least, not in a really long time.

Usually Gillian avoided dwelling on past unpleasant-ries, or those fleeting moments when she had wanted to dig out a fellow human being's heart with a dull nail file, but this morning was different. First she'd stopped at Harley's Five & Dime to sneak a glance at the Austin newspaper, just as she did every day. While checking Thursday's style section, she'd seen the watchful worry in Harley's eyes. Like he expected Gillian to bust out into great heartbroken sobs. Ha. Maybe when she'd been a gauche seventeen, but now? At twenty-seven? Ha. Ha.

Two doors down, at Dot's Good Eats, Dot had been extra nice, giving her a sausage biscuit for free. Free sausage was a soft-hearted act of pity by even the most liberal definition of the word. As if Gillian was someone people felt sorry for. Sorry! She had been crowned Miss Tin Cup four times running. She had been All-State in softball, with a fastball that could kill a man if he wasn't paying attention. Gillian Wanamaker of the San Angelo Wanamakers was a force to be reckoned with, not a pity case. She was an icon, a role model. She was a goddamned institution, much like Lady Bird Johnson, Jackie O, Lady Di and Barbie.

Needing to escape all the sympathetic stares, but without looking as if she needed to, Gillian left the restaurant and headed for the sanctity of the courthouse, where she could cower in peace. Nearly two hundred years ago, they were driving cattle down this street, instead of pick-ups. There was a permanence in Tin Cup, a consistency that Gillian appreciated more than most. As she passed the red-bricked storefronts on Main Street, they were just opening the doors, some of the old-timers shopping before the heat of the day set in. In Texas, if you weren't practical, you didn't survive.

She could see Rita Talleyrand approaching with that "Let's chat" gleam in her eye, so Gillian took the last hundred feet at a fast sprint, cutting across the well-tended lawn, ticking off the landscapers in the process. She waved an apology then darted inside the courthouse, and up the marble steps. The sheriff's office was located on the second floor, and it wasn't fancy or frilly, but it was more than enough. The old wooden desk had served the Tin Cup sheriff since the first world war. The chair creaked when you moved, and had a drunken tilt to the right, but there was a history here, and Gillian was now a part of it. The walls were lined with photos of the dignitaries who had passed through Tin Cup—but never stayed.

Soon all that was going to change with the upcoming Trans-Texas Light Rail line, a four-hour direct route from Austin to Midland via, yes, you heard it here first— Tin Cup.

There were plans for the new station, along with a few extra improvements. A nip and tuck to make Tin Cup, Texas, a travel destination all its own.

After one extra cup of coffee, Gillian settled in her chair, but the mindless paperwork only gave her more time to stew. As she hammered away on the old computer keyboard, she reminded herself that her days were too busy to be filled with ideas of revenge, or physical assault. The Enter key stuck, and she pounded it twice, accidentally cancelling the state's processing form for last month, and she damned every vile participant in this technological conspiracy, along with one non-participant: Austen Hart.

Austen was lumped in merely because he was still living, breathing and now his personal space was a little closer to Tin Cup and already she could see the tiny prickles breaking out along her skin. Hives, she told herself. Nothing more. Not excitement. No siree, bob.

Gillian leaned back in her chair and inhaled deeply, mainlining oxygen, trying to find her happy place.

She had it all: great job; solid, stable, reliable almost-a-boyfriend; loving family. There was no reason to feel unsatisfied because that would mean she was picky. And Gillian was not picky. Particular, yes. Picky, no.

A loud knocking at her office door interrupted the train-wreck of her thoughts, and Joelle appeared before Gillian had a chance to answer.

"Gillian, your momma is here to see you. She brought the refreshments for the council's lunch meeting, but I don't think the snickerdoodles are going to last until noon. It's the extra chocolate that gets me every time." Joelle slid her hands over well-padded hips and then gave a resigned shrug. "Why aren't you fat? Back in high school, I swore you took up smoking. It was the only logical explanation."

After one blissful sniff, Gillian pushed aside the decadent smell of coconut, chocolate and nuts. "Joelle, how many sit-ups do you see me doing every morning?"

"Three hundred."

"How many miles do I run every afternoon, even when the sidewalks are steaming?"

"Two-point-seven. Twice that, if you get a double-dip at Dot's."

"And how many snickerdoodles do you think I will eat?"

Joelle held her thumb and forefinger an inch apart. Gillian gave a curt nod. "And do I subject myself to these tortures because I want to?"

"Not unless you have some sort of death wish. Speaking of death wish, the man who shall not be named has got a meeting at the lawyer's tomorrow, and a reservation at the Spotlight Inn for tonight. Late arrival guaranteed by credit card, sometime between six and seven. Delores called first thing this morning. She wanted to know how you'd take the news."

Gillian smiled evenly, calmly, because this information did not faze her. Not at all.

"I'm taking the news fine. Maybe I'll call up Jeff for a date. Maybe we'll rent a room at the Spotlight Inn and moan extra loud."

Joelle wiggled her brows. "I bet he'd like that."

Yeah, Gillian wished that Jeff would like that, but no. "Jeff's too much a gentleman to get a room in town." And that was a good thing, a respectable quality in a man. Definitely a good thing. Definitely.

"I was talking about Austen," Joelle replied, a disgustingly knowing glare in her eyes.

"Can we not?"

"You want an extra snickerdoodle before I tell your mom you're available?"

Gillian scanned the While You Were Out Messages piled neatly on her desk. Mindy had called. Five times. Mindy—who used to be Mindy Lansdale and was now Mrs. Mindy Shuck—would have heard the news about the man who shall not be named. She would want an update. Ever since second grade, Mindy had been Gillian's best friend and knew all of her secrets. Mindy would understand the misery that Gillian was going through and would want Gillian to discuss it in tortuous detail. Gillian couldn't...